Welcome. Most of you are probably wondering why this blog is called Fat In My Head. Well it's because mentally I still feel fat and obsesses with food even though I lost 90 lbs 8 years ago and now I'm super skinny but can't get out of the feeling that I'm still fat.
I hope to use this blog as a way of talking out my ideas and feelings. I have a hard time talking to people and sharing my feelings so I've kept everything all "bottled" up inside. It's crazy that even though I'm a male,5'9, and 130lbs I still obssess about every calories I eat and feel like I'm going to get fat if I over eat on anything.
I guess my biggest fear is that I will get fat again and the last 8 years of my life watching what I eat and exercising will have been a waste. I often ask myself is all this really worth it? What if I end up getting hit by a car at age 30 and losing the weight didn't help me live any longer and all I did was waste precious time I had by obsessing with food?
Well give me your thoughts. Anybody else out there feel the same way?
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